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HALF HEARTED MIRACLE
Heart of gold wrapped in barbed wire,
Killing the pain that u conspired.
You can't get in anymore,
She's not going to be your agony whore.
Once she fluttered from your attention,
Now cowers when your name is mentioned.
Used to pump crimson blood,
Veins turned black from lack of love.
Stronger now then the force of your fist,
She's holding the blade at the tip of your wrist.
Cutting away the layers of skin,
As you reflect on every injected sin.
Every time she was forced to obey,
Through every time that you betrayed.
She stayed loyal and committed,
Even though your kisses were close fisted.
Even though her strength was drained,
As u controlled what hope remained,
Maybe blinded eyes would see her worth,
Instead of being equivalent to dirt.
Maybe one day he'd look in her mirror,
And taste the bitterness of her tears.
Maybe he'd hear the echo of her laugh,
Trapped inside memories of a fairytale past.
Wanted nothing more then to decay in a tomb,
But was paralyzed by what gripped to her womb.
Angelic eyes with half devils blood,
The only human she would ever love.
BEST THING I EVER FELT..
The softest thing I ever felt was your teddy bear.
Seductive addiction,
Enchanting childhood fiction,
Thru the reality,
Of my mentality.
Self inflicted protection,
Formed by repeated neglection,
Begins to be terminated,
Dissolved until disintegrated.
Its angelic innocence,
Is shown thru its silence.
A reassuring aphrodisiac,
Putting my natural perceptions under attack.
A newly endured resurrection,
Of majestic affections,
Calmly caressing my soul.
Shattered pieces become whole.
Captivating motivation.
Inspiring inspiration.
Its natural rarity,
Reveals blinded clarity.
The softest thing I ever felt was your teddy bear,
But the best thing I ever felt was the honesty of your stare.
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MIND TWIRLING
Mind twirling, swirling, yearning
Stomach churning, curdeling
Hurdeling into desinegration
Devistation consumed
Lies loomed thru truth
Woven into realization
Facination of discovered information
Detaching unmatching souls
Hatchin hatred
Sproutings of doubt
Clouding insecurities
Burries the worries
While omitting furries
Restraining, remaining calm
Reframing, maintaining innerpeace
Allowing release
Relationship deceased
...GORGEOUS AGONY...
Filled with so much pain,
Scraping thru my viens.
Tearing me up inside,
Tortured by so many lies.
Sight blurred by tears,
Wont look in the mirror.
Then the truth is shown,
Meant to be alone.
Pupils etched in belief,
Protecting soul from release.
Into a hallucination,
Please put me into hibernation.
Awake in agony from deceit.
Take back my receipt,
In exchange for my heart,
Time to make a new start.
I have wounds to mend,
For this tragedy to end.
History repeats to reveal,
Love was never real.
Now tucked away in my cocoon,
Will I be rescued soon?
Hope guided me,
To break free.
Ur brutality made me strong,
Head high, I can move one.
Thank u for neglecting me.
Turning me into recycled beauty.
A newly hatched butterfly,
Preciousness in the disguise.
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